I am Mak Nor

Asalamualaikum dear readers,

May we prosper under the protection and blessing of Allah the best protector.

May we receive all the rewards and merits to our good deeds and good works in this special month.

May Allah commiserate or have pity to our neglection in performing our ibadah.

May Allah The Forgiver, forgive our too many sins.

May this special month teaches us about detriment especially in lack of ibadah.

May Allah forgive me for my acquisitive.

May Allah forgive me for my bad initiative.

May Allah forgive me for my bad atitute

But Allah,My only Saver,

Please Mighty Allah please, 

Return My son back to me safe and sound after his four months nissab.

I am not a strong mother, not as strong as the sahabiah, and at this moment my tears drop thinking of his safety because he went to a ‘not too a  peace country’ and I am not ready to lose him.

Please forgive me Ya Allah Ya Rahman for my selfishness.

Please Ya Allah The Best Protector,Please protect my son where ever he is. He is trying to fulfil his duty as a muslim.Please Ya Allah, please ensure his safety for me Ya Allah, Although I am not fit to deserve and receive so because I am ful of sins and I beg for your forgiveness Ya Allah, please guide him into safety.

I am a weak mother with a weak iman. Ya Allah Ya Rahim,Ya Allah Ya Rahman.Please forgive this humble servant of yours.

And this humble servant of yours need you to inspire him to write a postcard to her mother,Just a Postcard a month.Please Ya Allah, not that I did not trust You, but this weak and full of sins humble servant need to know his where about. nothing more.Thank you Mighty Allah for listenning to me for You are The Best Listener.

I am waiting,

Wasalamualaikum   

Asalamualaikum dear silent readers!!!]gotcha! caught you red handed!]

At this moment while every one is in the mosque performing ‘terawih’ ,Here I am in-front of the PC , pouring my heart to you.

I am rather disappointed because I cannot perform the ibadah because I am forbidden to do so.I cannot perform solah and tomorrow I cannot even fast.

This is so frustrating.Actually I am looking forward to the ‘ibadah of ramadhan’.As a matter of fact every body does!!.Every Muslim does!!.

But I have to accept the fate that I am not chosen.

But I thought I am already menopause. After the heavy bleeding ends,I thought my menstrual period also ended.

It seems that I am totally wrong.After nearly a year without menstrual period,I bleed a little last month and heavier this month.I think my body is normal again.

Rejoice?,I don’t know..But it is rather a good news that I can’t deny.Only misplace!, but who are we to complain,Allah the Almighty is the best organizer.He the Almighty knows better and knows what best for us.

And I think I can still catch up with you all.I only hope I did not miss the ‘Lailatulqadar’.

And here by I wish you a  happy Ramadan,may your ibadah in this special month is accepted by Allah and you will receive all the merits offered by Allah the most Merciful.

wasallam

p/s

I am now buzy helping my brother making satay to be sold in ‘Ramadhan Bazaar’

     Asalamualaikum dear readers!!!

    Actually when I first sit in this chair I am feeling happy.but something just happen that makes my mood turns down.

    I could not understand how people will sometime take advantage of other people’s weakness.

   They acted as if they are the master of this universe.As if there is no one who will check and record his good and bad behavior.

   As if we can do anything we like without thinking what it might effect others.As if this world is his alone.

   Very well than.Think what ever you want to think.Do what you like but….

   Listen and listen good.and beware!!!

   You are being watched !!!

   Every did will be checked!!!

   No body can escaped from the day of resurrection!!!!

   No body can escape from the judgement day!!!

    You are totally responsible to every action you make.

    Allah The AlMighty is the best and most fair justice of all.

I am not going to say much more and I am not going to reveal any thing.I  am also not going to accuse any body.My plead is to Allah and my feeling and sorrow is only for him to hear.