I am Mak Nor

Asalamualaikum dear silent readers!!!]gotcha! caught you red handed!]

At this moment while every one is in the mosque performing ‘terawih’ ,Here I am in-front of the PC , pouring my heart to you.

I am rather disappointed because I cannot perform the ibadah because I am forbidden to do so.I cannot perform solah and tomorrow I cannot even fast.

This is so frustrating.Actually I am looking forward to the ‘ibadah of ramadhan’.As a matter of fact every body does!!.Every Muslim does!!.

But I have to accept the fate that I am not chosen.

But I thought I am already menopause. After the heavy bleeding ends,I thought my menstrual period also ended.

It seems that I am totally wrong.After nearly a year without menstrual period,I bleed a little last month and heavier this month.I think my body is normal again.

Rejoice?,I don’t know..But it is rather a good news that I can’t deny.Only misplace!, but who are we to complain,Allah the Almighty is the best organizer.He the Almighty knows better and knows what best for us.

And I think I can still catch up with you all.I only hope I did not miss the ‘Lailatulqadar’.

And here by I wish you a  happy Ramadan,may your ibadah in this special month is accepted by Allah and you will receive all the merits offered by Allah the most Merciful.

wasallam

p/s

I am now buzy helping my brother making satay to be sold in ‘Ramadhan Bazaar’