I am Mak Nor

Asalamualaikum dear beloved readers,May we prosper under the protection of Allah our Mighty Protector.

Wonderful thing  had just happened! Guess what??

I  received an Airmail from my son. I am so happy that words can’t tell.

Allah have granted my wish. Thank you Allah Azzawajalla.I really do appreciate it because I am so worried not knowing of  his being. Now that I have heard of him and knows of his where about I felt relief and happy.

But I am also ashamed of my selfishness and my weakness.  And I beg Allah for His  forgiveness because I should not bother him with this worldly thing when he is giving his self and time to Allah. I know that I should not interfere but I can’t help it. Please forgive me ya Allah.

When I compare myself to the Sahabiah radhiallahuanha,I am so ashamed with myself.I felt so small and lack of bravery. I am not as brave as they were.  I know that when they send their son away they did not expect to see them again but I can’t do that. I know that my son pray to Allah to die while in the path of Allah but I pray to Allah for my son’s health and long life. As I said before I am very much ashamed. 

Wassalam